For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.

Is time, all?

My Orh Cheh is healing..

Because after I put moisturizer on my face, I will shun bian use my moisturized hands to rub it.

When I shower, I will aim the massager thing to jet at my orh cheh.

I take a towel and put hot water on it, and put it onto Orh Cheh to stimulate the softening of the blood clot.

Boiled an egg to rub Orh Cheh.

Because I use my lavender oil from Body Shop and rub it while I’m surfing the net.

I use the remote control’s butt to hit Orh Cheh while I’m watching Kim Sam Soon.

And now my Orh Cheh is healing..

How to rub my heart, huh?

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OK LA COMPLAIN LA. ELAINISH PICTURES.

Drink wine, it’s what remains of the harvest of youth - the season of roses and wine and drunken friends. Be happy for a moment, that moment’s your life.

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Wine and Life

What I want is a drop of ruby wine, a book of poems, and a half a loaf of bread to sustain my life. And if I’m sitting with you, even in a desolate desert, I’d be happier than in the kingdom of a sultan.

A malay guy saved me from falling down on the bus yesterday. He was very sweet. Here’s to all the nice malay guys who help people out on buses.

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Now, with music

90 miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving
I don’t know why
So many questions
Need an answer
Two years later
You’re still on my mind

Whatever happen to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain…
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue…
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you…

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I’m speeding by the place that I met you
For the 97th time…tonight

Someday we’ll know
Why Samson loved Delilah…
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon…
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you…

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow,
And watched the stars crash in the sea,
If I could ask God just one question…
Why aren’t you here with me?…tonight

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Now, with music

Scroll to bottom of page and press the stop button if you find the music irritating.

Kevin asked us all a question yesterday.

What would you like to acheive in life? What has to happen before you feel like you’ve reached your goals?

Kevin’s answer was mainly about his music and family.

Elaine and James didn’t know.

My answer focused on having a place to live to call my own.

I just wanted to remember that.

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I’d rather…

..be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm alone.

Not the heart-racing, soul-bleeding kind of pain. Not the tears-flowing, physically crippling kind of aching.

Nope.

The mundane, strolling from the back of my head to slowly dominate my mind from time to time, the dull, light thudding, constant ache inside. That’s what it is.

I can say goodbye. I can be happy. I can do anything the world asks of me.

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