Fear of the Jinx
I need to learn to keep my own secrets.
Sometimes quiet moments throw me off so much I tell people things I’m not ready to tell myself.
My butt is really tired, though.
努力的经营生活，对我来说是一句很动听可不容易做到的一件事。
It’s losing its charm. I’m feeling like drain water, again. I’m afraid of let down, thirsty for the burst of excitement.
